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Unknown 0:00
Okay, I'm gonna do a couple of things here I'm going to clarify the millions of dollars statement, and millions of dollars was that the publisher made millions of dollars on the total of these three books, which gave very good income to the author or said authors who completed the work stolen from me.
Unknown 0:21
Okay that drop back.
Unknown 0:24
That backdrop being set.
Unknown 0:27
Okay, now you gotta assume the work is still in the funds unrecoverable spent.
Unknown 0:34
The act of doing so, constantly in the act of being covered up the disrespect growing on me.
Unknown 0:43
One tale of such and how it landed me in deadly danger, always in the background of the backyard of where I'm living here, and I was talking aloud in the midst of my grief stage, about how when the money ran out when I'd lost my Social Security which had been taken from me by the fact that I worked so hard, and the fact that the people who stole my work reported that I could work and that I was doing things which were deplorable with the money. So I sat in the backyard and when I was sitting back there espousing to myself to whom I'm assuming other people could hear and know people other people could hear due to what happened next. I'm sitting there talking.
Unknown 1:27
And I say, When the money runs out.
Unknown 1:31
I doubted my partner. I said to leave me. I'll go and I'll just go on and right because I write incredible things that help people to expand the boundaries of what they think is possible, help people to experience life in a way that they can't. Okay now, who heard this got a bunch of drug dealers and thugs who are surrounding the people who are involved in that kind of thing, who would actually stolen the work, and you've got their opinion of me which is that I'm sucking off the government not doing any work and they don't have any apparent idea of what a parent, I am and what I have done, and the work that I've done, you know, on the homestead. And they also didn't know, and don't believe that it was my work, simply that I am crazy bipolar talking nonsense talking crazy is a phrase that I heard recently. This morning, which seemed to be in reference to me in some respects, I could disrespect like that everywhere. But on this night it was more than just disrespect. I decided decided to cause turmoil in my own life being in this stage of grief. I couldn't get a grasp on what was really happening, or how to control it at that point I thought I couldn't shoot it wasn't aware of the fact that it was going to take a long time to get over this and that that was what I was doing. I was simply. I was, I was bargaining I was in Doom I was in depression was right between the two stages. So I left the house walking.
Unknown 3:10
When I walked out there.
Unknown 3:13
They were probably a total of about 12 individuals that over the course of this walk. You know, I started walking and I encountered someone who looked like he was taking a look at me and then took off in another direction after he saw me and further down the road. I was at. I was, I was at an intersection. The light was green for a guy in his truck and he stopped well short of the light with rolled down his window and stared at me for a good 30 seconds. As I stood there looking at him wondering what he was going to do. And then he drove away. As if to say, Well, We've got you. Thank God you disgusting fell that look he gave me was that of distaste that I can't even say was murderous. So I got to the intersection and there was a van parked there. There was a van parked there illegally part with people and it's, I could smell the cigarette smoke coming from the van. And then I perked up even more. So I began to cross the road and as I cross the road and came across the road I realized that I was on the run at this point I was approaching the Spring Street trolley station when I realized that there was a man standing at the top of the stairs.
Unknown 4:31
Looking at me watching me come all the way down the street. And so I didn't take the stairs up to the parking lot when I didn't he turned and began to walk to the other entrance. I ran and ran up through the other entrance. I went into the parking lot and there was a man who was sitting at the bus stop, with no buses running at this point in time. The guy at the staircase was headed straight towards me in a beeline and the man left off the bench and headed diagonal across the parking lot towards me. My heart is racing pounding. My head is saying, you gotta think by instinct so I did. I headed straight for the man who had been at the top of the stairs and both of them ran. So I got as fast as I could up to the trolley tracks in the in the sight of the camera, they could tape, what was going on with me at that point I realized I'd forgotten my wallet.
Unknown 5:22
So, I make a phone call and make a phone call to tell her that I'm coming back to get my wallet. I'm still in a very disheveled and dishonorable whatever you would call it out of the in fucking mean, I was just being dumb, stupid. I was it was not recognizing that she was on my side, I was too lost in the people that weren't so i. So I went out on my way out to the parking lot to walk back this half hour walk. I make a phone call to her when I, when I call her. It rings it rings and she picks up and as she says hello there's a fee. It's being recorded, it's being, it's being listened to, is being, it's under surveillance, this point I realized that the government is involved. And then I got somebody watching my back. So I walking back, walking back, walking back to get my cell phone, as I passed my in a car apartment complex somebody begins to make comments to me, taken from former snippets of things that I put out there your responsibly as I done for years.
Unknown 6:25
Well, in any case so what was irresponsibly or over heard in any case was repeated back to me as I passed by and they was a disrespectful thing I had said I said at least I graduated, Louisiana. So I passed by a pass by somebody who was taking a good interest in me and he stops and he looks. He looks down the road by the over down to the overpass, the overpass why.
Unknown 6:51
Which one of the people involved in this circle of people had died at one point nearly landing his Corvette on my head as he flipped off the overpass had a friend so call it somebody who is not even an acquaintance now by my own respects. I do still get him the respect of the fact that well he's human, and I don't wish him wrong. Though he nearly was the end of me, so I'm headed towards the overpass the under the underpass, and on the way I see, I see across the road, there is a Mexican man who sitting on a big big p big big bag on the quarter in the middle down from the stoplight not in the parking lot there or anybody could be coming to get him, and there's no in here there's a there's a van parked behind him, where I'm assuming he's about to go with the driver who was sitting there.
Unknown 7:42
And then I see, there is somebody dressed in feelers and socks pull up high, low down shortcut, and a large, large oversized t shirt.
Unknown 7:56
And he's got a he's got a cut like well he just basically looks like he got let out of prison with his walk in money. And as I'm coming up to him I'm coming up to him I'm coming up to him, he ducked down on to his knees, through his knee drops to any and begins to fiddle in his sock, there's something in his sock and then he makes it look as if he's tying your shoe is she was tired. And then he stands back up. I dance I dance I dance I go around him. I say, I say whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa, he says all this person through, and then it gives me this weird look and starts to walk faster looking back at me a couple of times. So I come to the intersection at the intersection I I'm about to cross the intersection and this Mexican man is looking at me he's looking at me it looks like he's packing. So I decided to walk across the intersection diagonal. There's nobody on the road and there hasn't been been anybody on the road and so far as cars and trucks at all, there's some kind of stop stop light traffic light I don't know what it was, but it was, it was not in some place than anybody was at that point in time so I go diagonal next command leads to a space and starts to his feet and start screaming at me. You're a fucking scumbag You're a fucking scumbag he's screaming at me he's screaming me. Why would this man be screaming at me. I don't know perhaps because they really are after me. So I realize I'm coming up in the house that's the Hangout which is owned by the people who has run down drugged out corrupt porn taping fucking smart hotel down the street where my partner was drugged when we stayed there by somebody who didn't have forced injury and put the right drug in a glass of water that was sitting in there that she drank and then I had to lay there with her loving her to sleep, seeing to her until she fitfully slept for a few hours and finally went into a deep sleep, we call the police. The next day we got our deposit back we left. This is the house I'm coming up on as I'm coming up to this house I realized oh shit, I'm inch deep shit now because I'm approaching a bridge, and that bridge has leave is leading me to us as to a bottleneck a bottleneck where I am, easy prey. So I start, I start running. I'm running I'm running I'm talking on the phone I call, I'm talking on the phone with my partner I'm saying, stay on the line with me stay on the line with me stay on the line with me you got to stay on the line with me, and she's, she's just listening she's, she's okay okay so she stayed on the line I'm sprinting I sprayed towards the house I sprint towards the SUV which I've seen. Oh, yeah. Don the beginning of the trip what happened that I didn't say it was the only time I saw cars I saw the entourage of cars that at one point in time. After these books being stolen from me. I saw them constantly at different times following us. So I see these cars and they're all coming in line and the drive down the street. Where is near the exit, or Elsa near the on ramp of the 94, they come off of the 94 drive down the street past me, I decided to let them know why see me or see them. I step in front of the car and make him stop as I cross the seem to make acknowledgement they circle around they come back past me they get back on the 94. And now, jumping back forward in time where I'm running past this house. They are parked in front of that house.
Unknown 11:20
The flophouse.
Unknown 11:22
the drug house.
Unknown 11:24
So I run I'm running and sprinting I am, I'm going at the speed of light trying to save my life across the bridge, I make it across the bridge and I, I made it across the bridge, well enough in time for whatever was planned did not happen to me, man. So I get up on the gas station I see this a long haired hippie guy and a dude on a dude fixing some gas into his into his moped or his scooter is gas powered scooter. And as I come by they're looking at me and they're talking, people at the bar saying things and I'm over here and things and I see him, and I walked down the street and prior to this site started having when I went to the bus stop to go home to my apartment.
Unknown 12:03
From my partner in our child's house with their grandparents where I am right now.
Unknown 12:09
This man on the scooter. He is driving in front of me now, and the car that comes past me often a few times, will not often a few times came past me and Chuck cups of ice at me, which hit me in the body, bottles actually advice which hit me in the body and then drove away yelling and screaming. Well he passes by as the mopeds in front of me and they Chuck a cup of ice out again. And then he screams, how you like that asshole. And he's scooters dies stats, he's desperate he's looking back at me he's looking forward, he's put he's pushing on it. He's trying to get it going. I'm just walking as fast as I can straight at that as because that asshole, is what my key is at this point and making it so I make it back to the street I get my wallet. I say my goodbyes and I don't think that any of these people need to be dragged into it. That was wrong thinking I could have taken refuge and instead I'm going to head back. So I head back out.
Unknown 13:07
Back on the walk the street is deserted the lights are dark on the way in. I had said, if you're gonna kill me. Just let me finish this cigarette first stupid thing to say, you know, so no they will kill you those things okay slow form of suicide, which I use for anti depression still.
Unknown 13:28
I don't know why.
Unknown 13:30
Right. So I go back out streets are dark street lamps are all off for some reason the streets are entirely dark. I see a van parked across the street parked within the line of cars the whole neighborhood seems like it's jam and was something going on it's a Saturday night. It's the second quarter of the year and everybody has money and these cars are select a row of 20 cars with black paint dark teen on their windows, all parked in a line, and one van parked there to know, there seems to me to be some kind of identification with government vehicles doing surveillance being white man's so white van. So I turned on to the street near the gas station where the circle market is where these guys from from again at one point had also cornered me then accept these two dudes you could tell were higher more cutthroat may let me go because it's something that I published on the way back home. So I'm passing by there and I'm realizing, oh shit.
Unknown 14:33
We got a ways to go here but I'm going to do this I'm determined to do this for what reason, I don't know I guess I just needed to see how would unravel. I think I needed to be shocked by reality and to realize that it really was. And that's, that's one of the pitfalls of of the disease that my mind was purveying in my life is keeping me down. So I walked the way down. And I yell down the street, yelling and yelling trying to get as much attention. Again, I'd done it all the way back I'm doing it there I get up, I make a left I passing by the bars, the bars, and the bar there's some people saying though, you know I'm never prove whether they were talking about me but it sure seems that way is one of those bars that you don't go out of your way to go in the way of unless you are one of the crew that comes around, they're kind of like, Yeah, man. Hey, you know if he had used his money right, then he would have been able to get an Uber. That's what I hear you know and use this money right seemingly and doing so, saying this, that I wasted my money on drugs which I did no longer do and do not any longer do. So I'm headed down the street passing by the bar going across the bridge realizing, things are entirely too quiet.
Unknown 15:53
I walked down.
Unknown 15:55
I walked down the van is gone. The Mexican is gone. Both Mexicans are gone the truck. The guy, the van with the people smoking his gun.
Unknown 16:06
I'm looking at deserted. I've not seen anything but that caravan of cars at any point in time, this point in time, I realized that this is, like, well, it's, it's a set up a lot of a lot at that time in Mexico, there were things going on which were like checkpoints that terrorists, so you could call them cartel, or whatever, they were, they were stopping people at stoplights they were controlling and fixing the flow of traffic and then taking people out of their cars and taking them hostage killing them using their cars, all kinds of things. So I cross the street I'm going under the underpass and I see down the road. There's a dirty, red caravan.
Unknown 16:50
It's a van, it's a van a dirty red van with a hatchback. So I once again, pick up the phone and dial my helpline. Hi. How you doing, honey. Well, I'm kind of in danger here and I need to talk to you at this point because I think that it's under surveillance and if I just talked this out, they can hear what's going on. Okay, so I walk up to the light and the van stands that I'm standing there and watch as a man with a ski mask, who is standing next to the pole next to the van and the driver staring at me. So the man in the ski mask he runs up the hill as I stand there long long longer longer at the stoplight, and finally a white van that white van passes by going the same direction is me. The man with the mask runs up the hill and down the other side I'm assuming to the on ramp where the 94 is there, and the rent man with man driving the van stares at me preach slowly around the corner as he realizes his defeat, and lets me know. He better not get in trouble for this pretty sure they did.
Unknown 17:50
So I made it up the street and realize now I mean shit of shits Creek even further. Okay, so I hang up and go into the Denny's order a cup of coffee that I never get an approximately two minutes to midnight, with the last trolley near the last trolley going back to my place downtown. I sprint from the Denny's doorway up the stairs across the parking lot up the next set of stairs and barely catch the trolley after crossing the tracks in front of it pulling in.
Unknown 18:23
That's the kind of shit. My irresponsibility caused.
Unknown 18:28
But I don't think I can be seen as the cause of all that.
Unknown 18:34
Amen.
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Unknown 0:00
Want to keep this short.
Unknown 0:02
This is a new beginning. That's the working title for the book, new beginning.
Unknown 0:06
The book will include a lot more research than the prior books, which a standing question. I want to say a brief moment here of apologies to those who my irresponsibility with my prior work, and making sure that it was copy that was under copyright by me and not basically given away, causing the chaos and bad deals I'm sure that have happened due to that.
Unknown 0:41
Enough said.
Unknown 0:43
Looking forward to beginning a new beginning.
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Unknown 0:00
Okay I'm back here on speech to text. First off, thank you, all of you who are coming and reading this, although I don't get accurate stats on it, to some extent I do and I know who you are in some way just by where you come from, and there may be 30 countries which are showing up.
Unknown 0:19
And there are a lot of a lot of page views.
Unknown 0:23
Being coming, it's becoming clear that I need to take responsibility in this new beginning and beginning a new work, beginning my new work.
Unknown 0:34
Because the irresponsible irresponsibility of my actions in putting my notebooks and computer with all of its files and my thumb drive with all of its files, and the other works which I basically gave away almost same thing notebooks.
Unknown 0:54
And then my published works which were not copyright were under copyright by me and. Long story short, it is my responsibility in some ways that the things that happen due to these things being stolen from me.
Unknown 1:11
Also I need to take responsibility. Besides that I didn't earn the money for my family, that there was a lot, fighting amongst a lot of people, a lot of confusion and chaos based on the crimes that I allowed beyond the smoking of drugs, you know, with my neighbors, even if it was $2 a day that stuff can kill you. One time that stuff can kill you, very nearly killed me once and I'll never, ever, ever, ever go back to doing that ever again. That once one child can kill you.
Unknown 1:46
This is a new beginning beginning a new work, it's working title is new beginning.
Unknown 1:53
This work. I'm going to do by hand. In notebooks, because I don't have the facilities, as I said here before and prior entries. I don't have the facilities. This space the desk the room, the place, because we had so many, so many only so many spaces around here. So, but I can curl up somewhere with a notebook or loose leaf, sit around and write like I used to.
Unknown 2:24
And what became of it. Lot became.
Unknown 2:30
Some of it is recoverable I'm coming out understand. The only way in which it's going to be recoverable as if I am able to stand on my own two feet which at this point in time monetarily.
Unknown 2:44
I can't.
Unknown 2:48
It's made hard still by the fact that I'm going to be surrounded by all of the chaos as I said that was created by just simply being irresponsible with my work.
Unknown 3:01
The a lot of people who stood by me despite my irresponsibility. I won't go back to that so you won't be seeing the work here piece by piece. I'm going to keep it to myself, what you will find here a lot of times his speech to text me talking out these things which I need to, I will also be putting some other genres of work up here, comedy, poetry, lyrics, music, there'll be other kinds of entries on this blog I can also do updates on the book, and maybe some teasers.
Unknown 3:38
In any case, thank you.
Unknown 3:41
You are the reason that I've been able to express and receive the energy and the peace of mind that comes from other people viewing your experiences, hearing your experiences and and relating to them. So, despite my inability to recognize you or receive comments or send out anything or network. It's a really strange world I live in.
Unknown 4:14
It's going to be a really really wonderful explanation worlds beyond in the, in the research in this new book, things that I was afraid before to put into writing simply for fear of the opinions that I was surrounded by others, that these things did not exist.
Unknown 4:35
Specifically the loudest voices, which have caused the most trouble. Those who stole my work and completed the things that I will explain and backup and know and have studied and read about will be in there.
Unknown 4:53
Amen.
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Unknown 0:00
Okay, the basic idea here is something that I think was not adequately made clear in the last of these speech to text files that I made. Basically what is going on is the fact is that my work including research from life's reach long research on physics fusion physics hot and cold fusion was stolen from me along with three different novels that I was reading thousands of pages. All of this was made possible by me trading my laptop a thumb drive and thousands of pages of handwritten notes for a very little amount of some drugs. These people they were into the drugs so they made sure that they got ahold of all of the things, and all of these things put together allowed them to take from my work finished the work as they liked adapted it stole it. All in all stole it and then later discredited me and now I'm not only crazy but I'm also crazy addicts who they spread gossip and rumors about all about town and all about the city and it's been there different divided opinions on what exactly happened that I made some money, and I, I, Belisha on their stuff or stolen or plagiarize did or. And at this point, I can't even get a fucking nine to five job and they've also added me of like SSI money that I was forced into before by family who just didn't give a fuck. So basically what I'm saying is, I gave him every, every, every opportunity and resource to steal my work and they fucking still they've made millions, hundreds of thousands. This is the main reason I wanted to. I've wanted, they made millions, and they have a patent, that was basically the whole thing was just laid out in front of them as they were nearby when I was at Island trilogy apartments in San Diego and other nearby. When I'm in Spring Valley here at the end of the call the SEC where I live. They're very nearby, and often nuts. Nuts, these the voices he hears voices, this is what I hear well the other day I took my audio recorder out there and I've done several different times and catch them seeing things on tape to this to discredit and to run a me around through the ringer home being led into the fucking fire marching on, I'm trying not to smoke. Today I'm trying not to smoke. Today I want to make the choice to live. Today I want to stop killing myself slowly one smoke at a time.
Unknown 2:34
I don't do drugs, basically don't drink.
Unknown 2:37
I'll tell you what I smoke a damn cigar like about six of them a day for the last couple of years. I got a fucking stop smoking. Last night, what, what came to me was a spiritual experience of some kind. And I'll be damned if I can't believe that I'm killing myself, and you know on the way back from dropping my daughter off at school I was thinking about all of these things and how my situation could be millions of dollars more and God knows it, no money can't buy you loves I got love but you know what I should have I should have a home for us I should have that home or I wanted. I should have everything that I wanted I should have it laid out in front of me I should have the patent I should have the money for my own work and get me started. I'm going to go not smoke.
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I had an eye for trouble from a very young age, especially after being left in the hands of the person who started beating me at 12. And overlooking the fact that I was kind of nudge to encourage to smoke. As I still cigars. As I was encouraged to go with a bad crowd. Eventually I had a niche for staying in with some of the top Jackie's of the criminally insane as you can call them already in high school. One such which I watched hacky computer when we were on a field trip at the Smithsonian earlier in life he had been here before. He had been caught laundering money to the tune of a few million dollars out of his mother local politician and businesswoman. Her corporate accounts connected with her company.
Unknown 0:50
To which I owe to visit one night I went to visit, we decided we were going to do some Halloween mischief. And so we stole his mom's station wagon. Me and him and his brother and another friend, we went and played mailbox baseball. What we didn't know till we got in the car and we're a ways down the road, was that the person who was driving only had a permit.
Unknown 1:16
And we didn't have somebody who could drive in the car with license wasn't allowed at that point in Pennsylvania. I don't think it's allowed anywhere. We also didn't know that one particular individual I consumed a couple of tabs of LSD.
Unknown 1:29
So we stopped somewhere along the road. And they decide they're going to go take care of the, the farmers market store across the road there, and obliterate the pumpkins for sale. Well, one particular of the mischievous night stalkers of pumpkin heads.
Unknown 1:52
Well he got us in trouble. Before I know it. I'm running down the street. Diving underneath the car and rolling all the way under to make sure I can't be seen.
Unknown 2:02
Of course, a couple minutes later, knowing that the police are still there by the blue and red flashing lights, shimmering on the sidewalk next to my hiding place. I heard the crunching of gravel officer walked up and said, so I didn't come out from there I know you're under.
Unknown 2:21
He didn't say under arrest.
Unknown 2:26
Now the funny part is here.
Unknown 2:28
What our unbeknownst to us tripper had done was bring a lot more of that stuff, which he realized could be a big problem for everyone, especially him.
Unknown 2:43
So he stuffed it in his suck.
Unknown 2:47
So there we are in the police station, waiting for our parents to come pick us up at three in the morning. And this man keep standing up and go. I don't know officer, I'm tripping did about 100 times.
Unknown 3:00
I don't know how but we all went home that night.
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Unknown 0:01
I grew up in a broken home, broken home with people who live together. I have an autobiographical piece of work which I'm probably going to insert into here, to some extent, but that's pretty much bio soup. I'll spare you that I was born on to and who was what I did about finding myself jerking off and finding sperm coming out at age 11. Nobody wants to know, I know,
but a little bit of background might help you out here.
I was an honor student a gifted student, earning college aspirations. When I was in elementary school, going to stay competitions of Odyssey the mind which was Olympics of the mind at that time and fourth grade.
I was an actor I was a starring actor from the time of then that I was put on the stage, started first grade.
Later on, those things grew and grew throughout high school I continue to play trumpet I was the first chair first trumpet. The band team. I call it a team because those who were upset about it, called me a football team player which I was at the same time, kind of difficult to do that particular arrangement, as you're supposed to be on the field and in the bleachers at the same time.
People were not too happy about it in the bear, except for the fact that I can hold my first year first quite well.
I was the top actor in the school. I want honors collegiate level.
In my senior year. I played a number of parts memorized long parts that showed me fit to go on to Hollywood and Broadway.
I had a musical voice singing talent. I was a caddy from the time of age 12. My father adopted step dad does whatever you want to call them, got me hooked up with a, a golf course in Albany, the bags were bigger than me I was 12 years old, I began caddying continued on at some of the world's most prestigious and you unique and excellent beautiful courses designed for the local flair who were the world's elite errs.
While I was caddying, I had the fortune to meet some people who were hooked up in the music industry and so I took my singing voice downtown and was playing in the band covering the dead and doing our own tunes at the Philadelphia Zoo benefit at that the, the big best clubs in Philadelphia.
That was short lived as had my news. Announcer broadcaster TV and radio side.
Father, so to speak, kicked me out at age 15.
And once again, at age, 18. When I came back from my senior year. As soon as that was done. None of the work to help me go to college had been done. None of the work to help me work had been done. They promise he promised me a Mercedes at one point, which was sitting in the driveway.
I don't know but he made an excuse, supposedly so that I owed him $200 which he needed pronto and if I couldn't pay it, which I couldn't. Then it was his car, but a week later he sold the car. This is not the first time there was a car before that same story, same stories that woebegone me.
You get the point.
I come from a good background as far as money is concerned, the books family are somewhat in the billions, although I don't know the exact numbers, beyond that point I was paid no mind.
I was the metal yield kind of variable.
That's my bio soup for you.
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My life has not been an eventful.
It's had many events.
40 of them were jobs. We're not talking gigs, or Labor Day by day jobs.
Funny thing I was never fired from one, although there were a couple of mutual parting of ways.
The other thing is is that I've had. 40 homes apartments basement APARTMENTS RENT controlled hotel rooms that I lived in for a very long time. Tenant hotel type hotel rooms added here.
I've also had more than 40 psychiatric hospitalizations, because every time that I wound up in a bind. The best thing that my family could think of, would be to throw me in the hospital. Not you can sleep on our couch or sleep in your old room or. Yeah, you can hang out with us for a little while, while you get back on your feet, it was know when you were when you were here, your stepfather, who adapted you didn't like you.
Unknown 1:22
Now, why would you come back to us, you need to go to the hospital. So, Later on, of course, these trips became trips with my own demise.
Of all the things that have changed in my life, there is one thing that has always been a constant.
Unknown 1:47
I've always been on the brink of something incredible. Some rocket ride Shoot the Moon.
In some ways it's been almost more eventful and thrilling to have crashed and burned when within sight of landing.
So many so many times, the conversations with death on this are quite extensive.
And he reveals to me quite often, that he is my friend, and that he will only lead me to the gates of where I am headed.
And I believe that's what he's doing now. Earlier on the backyard he came to me.
He said, for me to pray.
So I started praying and I picked one I opened.
He said to pray to get out of this house, and get my house in order.
What that is, to me, it's simply put my work was robbed stolen.
How did it get stolen you say that what what is it that was your work with those 40 jobs Bobby's been a actor, comedian, musician, but I am a writer.
So as I wrote from September of, 2013, until April of 2014 feverish Lee at a homeless winter shelter tent in San Diego. Under the watchful eye of dozens and dozens if not hundreds of people who watched me in my intent and capable performance enhanced keyboard activities, every night.
I would get up at 6am.
I throw down a Half Pint. And I'd go down the street and I go to the corner and I get a street 20 bag of some crystal. I'd eat that so fast so I wouldn't get caught, and I would go back to the 10th and I would write. It was the whole performance performance aspect was I could work as much as long as far as fast as hard as I wanted.
Of course this was only the beginning. that I don't recommend that pass.
But I did, and it did help me to gain some perspective on how the work needs to be done.
I would write from 8am until noon, then I would come every day.
And I would visit with my baby and her mother.
We would hang out in the park because we weren't allowed here at the house.
A lot of reason behind that. Well, such as yet to be seen.
No joke.
And then I would go back around bedtime.
And I would write.
I would write from the time I hung up the phone and said Good night, at 910 o'clock. I'd write until 6am.
One night I wrote 20 pages of drifting murderous CIA connection.
Rich indulgence. 20 pages.
The thing is, is I wrote 20 pages, Microsoft Word 12 point Times New Roman. in two hours.
Do the math.
Pretty impressive. So I work these months and months doggedly never tiring, every other day I'd sleep for a while. In the night I get up of course at 6am and I would do what I needed to do.
Or so I thought
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those thoughts came to me on broken wing.
When I later realized that I could not win my work back.
I sent.
Of course these manuscripts off to agents and agencies, and friends. I had some very noteworthy friends.
These friends took note and read my work, to the point where over that course of time I had near 100,000, just from September to April, in the page views on my blog.
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Later on I learned that at the same time period. They were 500,000 Plus page views on Google Plus.
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Something weird though. Something weird that have been plaguing me for quite some time.
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The story had been interesting, long before the big numbers, interesting in that circumstance found me on death's door so many times that I felt that was cheating death. No one can cheat death.
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Death knows when your moment comes, and he snatches you before you get snatched into the delusion a delusion that will surround you when you're looking at your body laying cold or warm. The corpse. That was you inform you are no more a body.
So before you can get wrapped up in the dead of you in the dead of night or day or where your relatives are looking at you and being absolutely stricken with grief and agony.
There he takes you through.
Now what was this about what was this stolen work.
Let me start from the beginning.
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the trees drew upside down and route houses were in fashion. I'd build me a route house high in the clouds, their peak mountain was snowed its base there I'd spend my nights serving all around.
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As I am so poor as to not have space to work on my cheap secondhand laptop. Nowhere to work during the time that I have to work on this book
at all. Right now I am using otter speech to text. I don't know if they want the endorsement. But that's what I'm doing. I'm standing in a cold garage dictating what I already have the notes for. I believe that I practiced enough from the prior books and papers and stories and research and scripts and testimony, to be able to dictate accurately. The Tale of how all was stolen in a conversation with death.
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Forward/ acknowledgments
This is both.
This is for all the people along the way that have supported me physically, emotionally, spiritually, lot of terribly. And most of all, simply by being my friend.
This is the story.
The real one.
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Characters major Rick toll gate artists, Frank winsome con technical of our publisher, Simone risk future engineer table rugged Avila rutabaga after Perry Primrose brutal Sheila ever gotten nurse stars crisper 98 killer. Henry Casanova brother Peter Constantine programmer livery Comstock urging minor Sherry Vic's studio owner Talmud result, Rabbi a priest circus rigor landscaper pine Porter performance artist Portman black psychiatrist, Taylor quick murder suspect Israel bonafide writer, Trevor McGuinness social network owner, Carly prefect civil engineer chimpanzee number 22 test animal.
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So we have major character development.
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Rick toll gate artists who originally created the AWS and as media series. He is deemed unfit and criminally insane brilliant ending at seven in the building of the work, Rick is still by all that he has no way in the world for growth, via drugs revealing his past, present, and future stigma written in in culture reasonable evidence of is totally, I can't read this anymore. They shared is that's taking up space on my otter should have stopped before.
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This gets closer gun.
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Well.
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I had gone downtown.
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And along the way, something extraordinary happened to me.
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I was given the opportunity by people who are in a position of power to do so. The opportunity to try some of the technologies that I had helped to bring about, and had had my hands in that they knew but couldn't say, I will not say because they can't.
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After this particular night, and the things that happened in the post. 911
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time, just after midnight.
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I was confronted again by gang members.
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As they narrowed me down further and further in the streets cord cutting off my escape routes until I was cornered in a nearby.
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Part of the Gaslamp actually by the convention center area.
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I made a decision to get help and get out of that situation and the only way possible. That's right. I did a on myself and didn't die.
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In the days after I found myself in a very nice cushy, so to speak.
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Crisis house much closer than a hospital, and allowed to have my laptop and some notebooks and some pains that I had my cell phone and such. And one morning I sat down and wrote like I know how to write.
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What I have this space, the time, the resources like I would write like I would write, write like a fury, I would be producing books by books and different genres and scripts and making deals and cut and promises and a half and doubling them.
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That would make one whole.
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One morning I sat down and wrote 40 pages.
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I was going to write this as a fiction tale.
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The story.
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I'm now going to read that.
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40 pages of my fiction story.
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The writer of a blog has his work stolen and becomes hunted publicly.
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Step to the writer of a blog has his artwork stolen it is hunted for the right to claim it. He has a daughter with the con artist. The thieving and she desperately claims no responsibility, amidst the chaos the Hollywood serial killer tracks the writer flailing and armed with superior connections the tangled web presence grows uncontrollably along the way reason to dismiss the sanity of the victim artists calls the quest to action, and the beaten track search for the lighting stories coming to life. The writer of a blog has his artwork stolen Step three, and is hundred for the right to claim it the woman he dated for a very short time regards his mind to be unfit to need to engage. They arranged for the work which is received compelling mass credibility as it is ripped off to be published in sold out from under him madness descends elusive and propagating a store mobiles impenetrable by authorities, as the talented victim grows disillusioned, he turns to a habit of acknowledging empowerment at the hands of the credited authors bittersweet tormenting tutelage, the writer watches
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in horror as the chaos of attempting to cover the trail of deceit lies and preliminary property assignment on his life's work is credited to others. He has a daughter with the car his wife and she desperately claims no responsibility hackers and terrorists see the opportunity to make an example of this American nightmare brought on by shame and the rewards of a joke book written by the writer, as it as media translates the record by the accompaniment of travel a torture during the mocking symphony of tears heartbroken and in a twister of growing in windfall and respite in drugs in a cacophony was resilient and battled victims, the writer sinks deeper into the rabbit hole. There was no way of knowing that international and epic simultaneous residue requisite of recurring established internet footholds would mount during the network's growth around the trauma, they arranged for the work, which is received compelling mass credibility as it is ripped off to be published in sold out from under him physics theorem in place Afghanistan terror builds a monster weapon out of the formula revealed in short work published aloud and his rent controlled apartment, the author rewrites amidst constitutional and criminal obstructions as the plans for a robotic ball joy is disseminated by the Khan who trails his love permit passing priority such as the individual right to entertain allowed the further and mindfulness of the serial killer at large. Our hero brings to life a whole new level of elusive requisite reclusive notice his life in danger the level of his cheek manipulation on the physical plane gross, while his madness descends with the torment of the world gone cold and torturous, the block your range to share the books comedy script lyrics and other writing sinks into the abyss is a mocking reminder that America bears no pity for his pitiless absence of power over it. Madness descends elusive and propagating a storm almost impenetrable by authorities is the talented victim grows further disillusioned the works are disseminated and make millions is the mother of his child and her family become fit in secret, spinning of millions of dollars in the fray of local and international espionage currently aiming at the artists reluctance to seek retribution. As for the type of billions of sort of divine the deal to kind of this pedal is it is patented designs his aren't revealing the designs and is unparalleled contacts revealed to him to be vastly under worthy of understanding. The fact is controlled by precursor to an ability to request one final death wish over his life's work. Simply put, he now owns the fortune the credit. The hosiery have another woman still engaged to one of their own very percentage, the biological remains of a pharaoh releasing viewer dia terrorist examination a deadly pox virus, the author turns to a habit of acknowledging empowerment at the hands of the credited authors bittersweet and tormenting tutelage, the creator of the link film idea really based on the comedy scripts from inspiration telemarketers assigned critic raving film release overshadows the comedy of errors, based on life experience in an array of jobs and career delineated by mockery instilled in mental illness stigma. There is no laughing anymore. The controlled substance our victim artists bodies is rumored to be the reason of all the profits still disguised as his own rights has gone south, truth be told the criminal enterprise at the building, he was thriving on his fiancee and her other family the best of the larger incorporation funds diverted overseas to New York to cartel and personal possessions spender but for millions accumulate while our victims, most everyday less than $2 of myth. He turns to a bad habit of catch and release acknowledgement by empowerment at the hands of credited authors bittersweet Symphony may have tormenting tutelage tutelage again. The answer to the riddle suspiciously the foreground is the background of the SEO and blow.
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Don't know what the word is bed groundwork, that is to say that the body men and empowered tutorials read aloud via direct satellite link activate sound sensitive Star Wars age technology being upgraded diffusion theorem completed at university bodies of intellect categorized classified classified and seek summarized as a deadly secret, especially in the hands of a bitter and empty shell of remains there comical and ruins. A Tale of Two Cities rebounds is the novel grows closer to its inception, and date in the infamy of the Hollywood serial killer. The artist watches in horrors the chaos attempting to cover the trail of deceit lives and preliminary property Simon of his life's work is disseminated through deadly and revealing sort graphical cryptic translations through embedded links in a trail of SARS crisper 98 and power carbon displacement, the top blurry arrangement of the level of genetic repositioning and stills the tranquil slips in the time continuum of chaos driven satellite weather formatting and book one. Okay, so basically I was nuts that everyone was talking about what I was doing was just writing to pass the time, and writing to pass the time to get more clarity on things that had passed through my mind throughout the course of these events. None of that is really what happened. Some of that is really what I'm talking about and all of that is fiction.
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These crows they came past the house. Back to the crows.
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Head to the sky, hundreds of them fast by
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two in particular, a sign of good luck perched on a tree nearby.
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Just as such.
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How did the work gets stolen.
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Let me give you what not to do is a writer
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Do not get a new apartment coming from a homeless shelter, which is a beautiful apartment and take it for granted.
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Don't take for granted that your rent controlled subsidize apartment is not going to springboard you in your own doubts, based on a miss deadline from an agent who actually accepted the work.
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Don't go stir crazy nuts with the fact that you can't be with your, your new daughter and her mother. While you're there, finishing these things and are unsure of its fate. Don't get trapped in the paranoia, that you can get trapped in when you're surrounded by the vicious people that you're surrounded with for example these people had a fit the sewage had been backed up the woman next door had been shoving dog poop down the fucking garbage disposal.
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Stuff backed up so bad and somebody ran the water for so long below that it just causes severe backlash into my closet and thousands of dollars worth of clothing, which was ruined the stench of death would not leave them and I didn't care to rot in it long enough to get the money to clean the clothing. In the midst of this frenzy and paranoid, nuts, steak.
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I moved all of the clothing to the Trash Room down the hall, the trash shoot was there, and the recycling and I dumped all of the clothing there, and I was in such a state of mania and despair that I ran over there with all of my notebooks 1000 pages of handwritten preparation for the three books and many other things scripts and research and that death thousand pages just dumped it in there like fuck it maybe somebody will get it now, get it back later maybe I'll come back and get it later on fucking care.
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Somebody got it. Somebody made sure they got their hands on it.
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I traded later on for some smoke made that smoke kill me.
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I traded it for with. I traded for it with a thumb drive it drugs. I traded for it with a thumb drive, what a thumb drive with all of the works in there were original files as saved as a backup by me when working feverishly for thousands of hours at a homeless shelter winter shelter, and that I was stuck in till I got an apartment traded it left it all on there.
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Of course then went the laptop and the midst of my despair and not being able to get anything done being surrounded by my own hypocrisy and sorcery and wizardry from these chemicals in the bipolar brain activity and the doubts and the smirks in this fucking smut.
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what I do. I created my laptop, and that's right.
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I left all of the files, original files from the original computer on the original laptop on there. Now who did I put them in the hands of a drug dealer who got ahold of them some dope addict, Alex from the same people.
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They now have the written handwritten the backup files on a thumb drive.
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And the laptop with all the original files.
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The Golden absolutely golden all they needed to do and did do was right in front of their, their eyes.
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Research. It was beyond anything I'd ever done and may ever do again possibly.
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I was in my prime.
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And they took all of it.
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The ball joint, the ball joint design.
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Not only that but at some point along the way.
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Their fascination with me also led to them dealing and dipping their hands in the intent to ruin me.
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I was obviously on a path to ruin myself. And so they just propelled me forward into that, since then, oh, it has gotten much worse.
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This is interesting. I guess we're going to see here how fast I can write this book, just dictating with speech to text. I wrote the first thing I wrote autobiographical in 2005. I did it in six hours a day, five six days a week over the course of two and a half weeks and comes out to. Like 260 pages or something like that.
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And that was typing it ok back to the story
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before being released it rather county adult detention center I was there doing Tai Chi interesting thing about Tai Chi, perhaps I may have explained it perhaps I may have not let me expand here if not. One of the interesting things about Tai Chi is that it is obviously they're related to yoga, and both are obviously very related to martial arts as the deal with the kinetic energy and the karmic energy and the particle theory that that asshole not so long ago told me was sucking relevant to him stealing my book that I didn't write.
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You can stand and stand it a threat in one spot for an hour or two hours holding one part of a form.
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And literally, later, when you come back to do another part of the form.
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If you have done the forums in order in the positions for hours and hours holding them still, you will have an image of the opposing part of the form, against which you would fight also doing this. The kinetic quantum kinetics will grab on to the heavenly bodies around which you swing in that moment in time and that latitude and longitude within that crowd, based on your karma and Dharma, as it is
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kind of akin to what is in seeing through the mine site it's a psychology book, which is was is at some places still a staple for students studying psych.
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There's the thing that you can make or some scientists have made, which are goggles which had mirrors in them which caused you to see the world upside down.
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If you leave those on for a certain amount of time, or for long enough, should I say, then take them off the world will be upside down due to the fact that when you're wearing them okay let me say this again.
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If you wear them for long enough, the world will appear through them upside down. At some point, the neurons in your brain will rearrange so that you are seeing right side up through those goggles. If you remove those goggles, then you will be seeing upside down through your own eyes for a period of time, at which point your neurons will rearrange back to normal.
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Similar these forms.
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There are gates. Spiritual gates that can open beyond just seeing an opposite form.
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Sooner or later, when you're fighting yourself. You realize something deeper about the self, and that the self is in the one that we are all in the one.
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Something that is evident to me here, is that I have written a couple of hundred page autobiographical journey. I wrote it in 2005 it was one of the first things that I ever wrote. It is also the only thing at this point which is accredited to me, and you'll find that those pages are actually here prior to what you're hearing right now, or reading
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those things, everybody thinks are those pages everybody thinks are the only thing that I wrote everything else has been stolen. With the exception of anything that cannot discredit me any further. Then they want Who are they. Well, let's see, they're criminals of the sort that anyone is a criminal having done an act which they know can pretty much end the life of another.
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If they watch this go further and further. Even if the at the hands of someone else, it comes to pass that this person has died. I say they're just as fucking guilty.
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Justice fucking guilty is the people who ripped me off, just as guilty as Percy Palmer, who I crossed paths with in that's right rather for called county adults, detention center Percy.
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Percy come from California where he had been involved in gang activity drug dealing, and and God the tendency and had killed three people was the known as the captain DS killer.
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I was in cell five he was in cell 13 I was in for for misdemeanors all of which I was not guilty of and had played such due to my family so much in quotes, calling and talking about how much help they could give me I was placed in solitary confinement. Across from Percy. At one point, there were some pills which are stockpiled, and possibly to be putting my food. Anyway thanks mom and dad.
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Percy.
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Interestingly enough, was facing the death penalty, and somehow did not get it. I may think, quite possibly that it was due to my own innocent young thought that perhaps I should read him a book by James Patterson which can use the word killer about a murder, over and over again I read it aloud in myself to the cries of Shut up man. I want to read that book. Of course Permian Percy over it over her killer, killer, killer. Something he was Sunni here in the courtroom.
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Mr Palmer was concerned with $1,000 question selling drugs. He couldn't get his money.
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Such just like Roger, and the cats were just like Roger is a crazy little kid, and I got the time, if you've got the inclination I thought so Chiera Palmer, you'll soon be dead, the noose was hanging. At least he wouldn't die wander and sit up and take notice, tell it like it is. If I were near him, I wouldn't be far from him. I've got a feeling he knows what he did, he got triple life.
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One of my first loves in life was physics, and still is, physics, physics is the establishing connection of such broad and inclusive explanations for the unexplainable and explaining that the universe is ever expanding that you can't conceive of it because the moment you can have a concept. It has moved innumerable quadrillions I don't know the number of light years bigger ever expanding universe, read a great book that time, right around the mischief night book by a man who was later discredited for whatever reason, but it's still a widely read book, which is holographic universe holographic theory of the universe, perhaps, to elbow, wonderful book explaining.
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At that point in time where the theorem could ultimately move P. on particle physics into a more universal direction and explaining that every particle is containing all of the information of the entire universe. Every single one.
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It also begins to delve into what later became fusion physics, through the factor that particles can die.
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Very interesting.
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Later on I went to read the Tao of physics and other things, which explain some of the basic properties, which helped me then to later on realized in the midst of some of the great scholars in intellects at Lehigh University as the final, final ization and confiscation of the calculations not to be a poet.
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We're done.
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One of my first loves in life was physics, and still is, physics, physics is the establishing connection of such broad and inclusive explanations for the unexplainable and explaining that the universe is ever expanding that you can't conceive of it because the moment you can have a concept. It has moved innumerable quadrillions I don't know the number of light years bigger ever expanding universe, read a great book that time, right around the mischief night book by a man who was later discredited for whatever reason, but it's still a widely read book, which is holographic universe holographic theory of the universe, perhaps, to elbow, wonderful book explaining.
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At that point in time where the theorem could ultimately move P. on particle physics into a more universal direction and explaining that every particle is containing all of the information of the entire universe. Every single one.
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It also begins to delve into what later became fusion physics, through the factor that particles can die.
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Very interesting.
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Later on I went to read the Tao of physics and other things, which explain some of the basic properties, which helped me then to later on realized in the midst of some of the great scholars in intellects at Lehigh University as the final, final ization and confiscation of the calculations not to be a poet.
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We're done.
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I believe this is killing me. As Death visits me night after night, I come to the realization that the theft of my work may never come to justice.
From September of 2013, with an almost 6 month old baby, until April of 2014 I worked feverishly at my material. Material that I have here. A thousand handwritten pages, later dumped in a trash room at Island Village Apartments along with thousands of dollars in clothing in one of my fits, stolen for use. Thorns in my eyes along with the thousands of pages traded for drugs in my UN-erased laptop with the books, shorts,scripts, standup, lyrics and most importantly my research paper "Hot and Cold Fusion" along with plans for my ball joint patent.
The thief and his cohorts stole, published, and reaped hundreds of thousands of dollars. They had the originals in the thumb drive, laptop, handwritten pages, and since have tried and succeeded in destroying my lifes work for me. They have, only since, armed themselves with researching the topics. Now they stand on degrees paid for by my work.
I have proof in the emails sent to agents in 2013, and my online backup. I am living on welfare due to the widespread lies which make work impossible, and now without my SSDI due to their efforts to show my work and rat out what was, ironically, shared bad habits. Will it ever be enough for them? I am scared ...not until I am dead.
Don't even get me started.
Only if I can find out who it is. They are local, first downtown, and now here in my neighborhood arranged by what were some old drug associations in common. I don't do this anymore, but my autobiographical work is used to discredit. I am shamelessly mocked, called an illiterate degenerate, and remain harassed to where I can't even get work.
My internet activities are hacked, my stats, my networking so that I never get them in the noose.
I don't know what to do.
It is slowly killing me.
They are.
Whoever you are, you will rot in HELL for this.
Rot and burn and suffer the death I have lived.
They bought my web address when it lapsed payment, and made it into born sight for a year to smut ME and now are selling it at 2k due to my old traffic numbers.
I think the only thing to do is write my story. Its gonna hurt, but if I let it go, it will kill me for sure.
You have stolen things near dear to my soul. I will tell all, as the only one you could never hide from is me.
-me
